What is Worth While

“This is the great danger……We must love our mothers more than Greek dialects.  If the instinct of daughter, sister, wife, or mother dies our of a college-bound woman, even in the course of a most brilliant career otherwise, the world will forget to lover her; it will scorn her, and justly.  If she does not make her surroundings homelike, wherever she is , whether she be a teacher, artist, musician, doctors, writer, daughter at home, or a mother in her household;  and if she herself is not cheerful and loving, dainty dress, gentle in manner, and beautiful in soul as every true woman ought to be, the work will feel that the one thing needful is lacking,--vivid, tender womanliness,--for which no knowledge of asymptotes or linguistics can ever compensate.  It is better for a woman to fill a simple human part lovingly, better for her to be sympathetic in troubles and to whisper a comforting message into but one grieving ear, than that she should make a path to Egypt and lecture to thousands on ancient Thebes.”

~An extract from What is Worth While written by Mrs. Samuel Linsay  (as quoted in the 1897 edition of the  Three Minute Readings for College Girls.

The Answer...

The silence has lasted far too long. It hasn’t been thanklessness that has hindered my fingers from giving updates. The delay began because I just didn’t’ know how to say it. I thought a lot about how I wanted to break the news. I even wrote down various rough drafts…some of which ended up stranded on a pieces of scrap paper at the bottom of my backpack while others still remain hidden in the back of a composition notebook where I had scribbled out an idea before class. After this first delay it was then the shear torrential momentum of this, my very last quarter in college that swept me along with very little time or energy for anything else. Until now, I haven’t had much energy to think of something clever or to even sit and type one more thing on the computer. So now I will abandon all attempt at cleverness and just say it ….


I got the dietetic internship! The one and only internship that I applied for.
As I have had more time to think about what this honor means for me in the next year, a host of emotions have accompanied the news. Amidst all of the happiness and uncertainty, I can whole-heartedly agree with Ruth Myers, author of 31 Days of Praise when she says…

“Thank You that I can move into the future non-defensively, with hands outstretched to whatever lies ahead, for You hold the future and You will always be with me, even to my old age…and through all eternity.”’

~ Ruth Myers, 31 Days of Praise, Day 5

God has truly been kind!

20 Questions

It was the strangest game of 20 questions that I had ever played. For 15- 20 minutes, ten sets of eyes watched me as I gave the best answer I could to each other their two quires. It was the day that every applicant to a dietetic internship wonders about and tries to prepare for— interview day. It is the interview that appears (aside from the direct Providence of God) to be the final determiner of your acceptance into a dietetic internship (DI). It is the one chance you have to convince them that the resume, personal statement, GPA and letters of recommendation where all true and that out of the 100+ who applied you are one of the 14 interns they are looking for. It’s a bit of a dramatization but to some people, that is exactly how the game it played. 

So, what sort of questions did this game ask? Here is a sampling of the ones I encountered:

You are in a clinical setting and the patient you want to educate does not speak any English. There is no interpreter available. What do you do?


You are in hospital foodservice setting and the chef is not following the recipe. He substitutes peanut oil for the canola oil called for in the recipe. What do you do?


Describe a time you were criticized. What was it about and how did you handle it?


You are in a community setting and you are counseling a patient with heart disease who does not read at all. What would you tell the patient and what counseling strategies would you use?

I could continue on but you get the idea. While not impossible, the questions where challenging. At times I could feel myself hedging a question because I uncertain how accurate my specific answer would be. While I don’t think I did horribly, I also do not think I “nailed” it. Many friends have asked me what I thought of the interview. “It went well…I think,” is the typical response I give. I felt more confident with my answers right after the interview than I do now, a week afterward when the lapse of time has afforded me the chance to think about the questions more. But that is so often how it is isn’t it?

This entire process of summer internship research, fall internship selection, spring internship applications and now the interview process (notice it is not plural…I only applied to one) has been an incredibly challenging experience and a test on my faith.  Unlike many of my fellow nutrition soon-to-be graduates and Internship-Hopefuls, I am more intimidated by the thought of getting an internship than on not getting one. Terrible moments of fear have gripped me when thinking about an internship and all that it would require of me. Am I ready? Do I know enough? Can I handle the schedule? What if I got into it and hated it? These of course, are the wretched and often debilitating “what ifs” that God does not promise to answer nor offer grace for right now. I am speechlessly thankful for the persistent and genuine encouragement of my family, classmates and friends. God has been gracious in gradually affording me a quiet peace. 

Now that the interview is 7 days passed, I wait 19 days more until April 1st to find out what the clear, distinctive, will of God will be—yes internship or no internship. During that time I am going to wait with a smile, resting in who God has made me today and trusting Him who will fit for tomorrow.  God is good!

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Today marks the 1st offical full week of the Winter quarter...only ONE more to go after this! 

Friday Food Favs: YOGIDIP

YOGIDIP. 

It is the word that makes my heart smile. It makes a wonderful spread on sandwiches and it almost makes fresh vegetables taste better (although it is difficult to improve on a fresh purple carrot or a hydroponically grown cherry tomato)! One of unique features about this dip is that—as its name suggests—it is made out of Greek yogurt. Yes, the very delightful yogurt that is carefully strained in order to offer it a thick texture that is closer to sour cream than traditional runny yogurt. For a texture eater like me, thicker means better! While there is no hint of the "tanginess" of yogurt, it has all of the same "good bacteria" (a feature I thought some of you health-conscious consumers might want to know!).

I personally, have tasted the 3 out of the 5 different flavors and by far my favorite is the Garden Vegetable; however you like all things spicy than the Jalapeno cheese one is for you!

You can find this 7th wonder of the chip N dip world at Ralphs, Jensen’s, Henry’s....and other little markets like my university Farm Store.